Tuesday, February 26, 2008
reality hit me today...today we had a surprise party for shrinks and it hit me so bad...so thats why im writing this to let it out...it reminded me of my birthday when it was the last time i saw nadirah.yes,nadirah from sri inai.the awesome,cool chick, cute one who makes everyone smile.i tried putting on a straight face and i did...
i didnt want ppl to know what i was feeling...the person who makes ppl laugh..crazy little kid...the truth is that i still cant accept the fact...and finally when she found me on facebook and was posting walls once in a while,i get the devastating news...but crying does help...shes not going to suffer through the pain anymore and thats a great thing...
i just wish i could have said more...or known her better...or spend more time with the inaians when i could have...sometimes you wish you could have been there but thats the best you can do...i havent seen her since my birthday and now,it will be a memory to treasure for a long time...that ive got to meet a great person and she'll be remembered for a long long time...i'll miss her presence just like in sri inai last time...god bless...hugs and kisses
*flowers for you*