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exams are in a week...stress is a good thing and is sumtimes necessary to keep me going...gives me that motivation to study harder...i need to go on exchange and i want to do it!now its just up to me...it depends on me...my parents believe in me and they are the only ones who know i can do it...yet im struggling to do what i have to...deal with every thing and just get through this...my weakest point is stil the understanding i lack for this subject,IBS...bio bio bio...i have to learn to like it and enjoy it...i want to learn....anyway,im ranting bout weird things...just feeling under the weather...im worried for dad...hes in doha...hes not feeling well....mum and lishan going to join him soon...im feeling worried and troubled...i wish i can be there for my family...

stress levels kicking in...so hectic...so much2do,so little time...will not update for a long time...

This is what i practically did from saturday,5th of may till sunday morning,6th of may at 11am.Cafe went well and we made so much from cafe raffle and silent auction.ALL THE PROCEEDS GO TO INTERPLAST!its all for the kids!isnt that fantastic??!!i had to dress up for ushering, wearing this moulin rouge outfit...yes,tight corsettes and a long black skirt,could hardly breathe in it!gosh,it was madness!and it was fun!i was running all over the place trying to promote the raffle and also help out with backstage makeup for thriller.after cafe,we had the afterparty and the music was shit coz the DJs didnt want to listen to me or play the songs MOST ppl will like such as R&B.everyone ended up pretty drunk and hungover.surprisingly,i wasnt!lol, we were looking after hannah who was tipsy and happy...she was hilarious...crazy woman...we went up the apartment with reena,cliff and fraser!gues what we did?WE PLAYED THE PHONEBOOK GAME and THE SHOOT,SHAG OR MARRY GAME while having baileys and milk...and dont forget MI G!it was yummy!haha....we basically stayed up the whole night laughing and making so much noise.anyway, we stayed up and went down for breakfast at 7am in the morning...then we went to the yarra river to support the rowing team...not really but that was our intention...we went there and fell asleep coz we were so tired...i had a 2 hour nap and had sausages with bread for lunch...it was gooood...so by the time we woke up,the rowing team had already finished rowing and we didnt watch coz we were too busy sleeping...but it was fun to see ppl row...we did see a few teams row but we didnt exactly cheer them on...the guys didnt get through coz they were missing a rower so i guess they were disqualified...poor them,they woke up so early in the morning at 5am all hungover and tired and they didnt get in...so sadddd...but they were so full of spirit and determination...sigh...overall it was good....we got back at 11am and i was knocked out after that which was why i put my handphone on silent and unplugged my room phone lol...just slept through till 6pm...woke up for dinner and then we had GM...how fun!it was quite funny coz all these drunkards were coming up to the front to make all kinds of random speeches...haha...well then,time to finish my lab report which im just about halfway through...tata~

Ive been so busy with assignments and lab report i hardly have anytime to write. Cafe is today and ive been helping out with deco yesterday til 2am.I slept at 3.15am. Its been so crazyyyyy. Things are abit unorganised and last minute this year. I hope today will be good.Im doing ushering and also make up for thriller(michale jackson dance). its gonna be awesome!today we'll see alot of drunkards,i mean tonight at the afterparty coz we all are gonna get pissed wahaha.after all the long nights are tireless effort to make cafe a success, this is going to be a good one. i don't think we're going to sleep though.maybe i will but im not sure about the others. afterparty is from 12am-3am and rowing is at 5am til i duno when.and most of the rowing team members are ppl who drink alot.they'll probably be feeding the fish with puke. haha...i went to lygon street yesterday and had hot choc at koko black...it was funnnn....went to balaclava last week and it was good!we just ate lunch at some random town and had beautiful cupcakes and ginger breadman.so nice!!!at least we know more about melbourne...good experience.anyway,its bout 12pm here and i just woke up...time to go and wash up and do some work....ta!