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Life is as good as it gets.As we grow older,our priorities change and so does everything else around us.Favourite quote is "I don't want to die before I graduate".Lame as it sounds,i think i'm ageing. I love beaches and sunsets,can be sentimental at times but dominant and a feminist otherwise.I love Sri Inai and the people who made it happen,sigh awesome memories...My favourite drink so far is cranberry vodka and shark bowl. I love meeting people from all over the world just to see the different culture and lifestyle.

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Sunday, July 30, 2006


























Where do i start?Well,basically,everyone was excited bout what to dress up as(anything that starts with the letter P)...rob went as the paedophile...omg so dodgy!!!aaron lim went as the proctologist(he said its an anus doctor...that explains the thing he was holding)...some gurls went as pixies and princesses...others players(basketball,soccer etc)...policemen,policewomen,pussycat dolls...aaron dewitt as picasso...haha...and the most original one is the pillow(anand)...i went as the playboy bunny...lolz...slutty,dodgy...gosh,marco kept givin me dodgy looks...ok,i admit my outfit was juz =.='...here are the pics to prove it...

Thursday, July 27, 2006
Tutes and pracs(except bio prac) only start during our 2nd week...this week,we had so many events since its CIA week...sunday we had a pyjama party til 12am...was fun...monday was han's bday so we went to hard rock cafe to celebrate...bought her something from body shop(shared with grace,nick and adrian)...tuesday was the student debate: battle of the sexes...the topic was "men has is harder than women"...the girls supported it and the guys were against it...well,it was a great laugh coz all of them came up with lotsa crazy ideas...yest we had a masquerade party where ppl have to wear their masks...it was a semi formal event...not as good as the PJ party...didnt stay that long...tonight we have cultural dinner party...gues ppl have to wear their national clothes or sth like dat...2moro is IH film festival and sat we have river cruise...we'll be on the boat for 3 hrs...sailing down the yarra river...once in a lifetime experience...we have to dress something that starts with P...gues u already know what i'll be wearing wahahah...neway,next thurs we have winter dinner...and ders biomed ball on 15 sept...

Sunday, July 23, 2006
Morning - CAVALRY CHARGE~!!!!well,what we do in cavalry charge is bang ppl's doors at 7am in the morning and play drums as loud as we can in front of freshers' doors to wake them up!!!it was so amusing to see them wake up with reali sleepy faces and the question mark written all over their forehead...kekeke evil evil

Afternoon - in myers...cheap shoes but cudnt find my size for the shoe i want sob sob...wth?too many ppl have size 8/9 so unfair!!!neway,in the end juz got a nail polish and jumper...went2QV to big W to get stuff...

Evening - magical mystery tour!!!brought freshers to brunswick...some of them carrying the HONK IF YOU'RE HORNY signs...so funny!most of the drivers who saw the sign honked "again"...well,overall it was fun...freshers had to use the IH chants throughout the tour...lolz

Night - meet the seniors aka pyjama party...danced till 12am...wow,it has been ages since ive done that...feels like forever...well,it was fun dancing with the seniors and freshers...haha...time2get ready for lectures2moro...swt

Saturday, July 22, 2006
Was with my cousins,aunt and uncle last wed and thurs...spent the whole thursday with my cousin...went2uni,den hosp,had lunch in mekong(vietnamese noodles!),had dessert in pancake parlour...lolz...met more freshers...bout 45 of dem...they're havin their oweek now so seniors cant join in haha...neway,been working on friday and saturday...craZy tuns of work2do...next week got more2do lolz...haih....start course next week..."looking forward to it"...hmm...

Wednesday, July 19, 2006
Had a nasty fall from soccer that day...head first on the concrete court...damn,hurts like hell lolz...had bruises and stuff but ended up playing soccer again the next day,this time the guys treated the gurls better...neway,met up with relatives for the whole day...went2bridge road and sydney road...had such a great dinner at taipan,chinese restaurant...with uncle rahim's dentist and his family...well,overall it was a good day...have2go to uni 2moro to meet new freshers...im goin2bring kimmee along!!!yeay!!!hooray!!!gonna hav nasi lemak too with erlend kvaale,my norwegian fren...=) well hav2enjoy holidays b4 semester starts...hehe

Saturday, July 15, 2006
Been doing tuns of sports lately...today's match was great~!!!its like 6 ppl on each team...haha,the guys have been helping me out and teaching me some skills...yeay~!!ive been improving...feel so happy~!it was such a great game~!!!well....gonna watch movie in a while...maybe pink panther or constant gardener...

Friday, July 14, 2006
Worked for 6 hrs today...cleaning up ppl's rooms(wadham),ironing till so sien,did paper work,showed the freshers around,fold cloths n rags,clear up the conference rooms where they have meetings n all,etc...but it was worth it...new american exchange students juz came in so had2help them with their luggage...it was tiring,didnt get an aftnoon nap...went out with vong,veron,charng yen and keiko to preston for dinner...the best duck ive ever had(usuali i dun eat duck but this one was juz absolutely the best!!!)it was great...was so tired...went back and played abit of table tennis(my skills are improving yeay)...now ive2go2sleep...hehe...laterz

Thursday, July 13, 2006
Ive been busying myself with friends and things to do - grocery shopping, catching up with pals, watching dvds in the tv room...its the best way to take my mind off things...im pretty glad ive met new friends,students from italy and norway...some more exchange students from china and san francisco...yesterday,it was an all sports day...went training in the uni tracks, followed by table tennis den night soccer...it was a great workout!i feel much more better...today i juz need to ask dot for work or else i'll juz be showing new students around IH...being the tourguide today lolz...

Tuesday, July 11, 2006
I juz don't know what to think of my results or how im supposed2react to it...I really wish i can assure myself that it was ok but maybe im juz too selfish and insecure...After hours and hours studying in my room/tutorial room,after all the hard work,after all the effort...months of preparation...i feel empty,hollow,depressed as if ive never done a thing...is it me,my fault?what have i done?the most painful thing is to hear someone i love lose faith in me and totally give up on me...send me back to malaysia to study in a local uni,maybe dat wil promise me a better future???i juz can't face the fact aft all the ups and downs and pressure ive2face to get here,now ive lost hope...in myself,in everything i do...i wish i have a glimmer of hope and some motivation to make myself stronger but i juz dont know where to look at or what2strive for anymore...but i havent given up juz yet...der are so many yrs ahead of me...maybe this will be the worst ive ever gotten because i panicked and forgotten whatever ive studied but it doesnt mean im dumb with not a knowledge in my brain...ive done so much2get where i am,i cant throw this opportunity away juz because of my foolishness...it was a mistake...havent ive made any since i was born...im only human...i juz expect2much of myself thinking i would fully succeed if i put my expectations on the pedestal but it only shows nothing but greed...ive gone thru alot in the past...been compared to and even looked down by others...the problem is have they been in my shoes before?has anyone made their first impression and prejudged u as if u're some useless prick?has anyone gone thru emotional times when his/her cousin committed suicide or uncle died from various illnesses when u werent der to witness it all or pay ur condolences or attend the funeral eventho they were your own flesh and blood?has anyone felt they were responsible for the safety of their family when u werent even der to protect dem because u're too far away to do anything and ur father is in another country working very hard2send u to the best uni in australia,paying for ur education?sometimes i feel helpless,sometimes i know no one can help me but myself,no one understands anything eventho they assume dat dey do...everyday ive to pick myself up and repeatedly do dat when i fall...im happy ive my family2support me thru everything but sometimes im juz2emotional,2sensitive,2naive...i know its only life...and in life,this is juz the beginning...im considered lucky to be where i am today...but i wish i could help others who reali need help...those who deserve better than what they have...i have done all i can to help my frenz who need a shoulder to cry,a listening ear to rely on,a helping hand to hold on...but sometimes i need help myself and it is only me who can do whatever i can...throughout my life,ive hardly faced failures...u can compare me with whoever u want to...say anything you want to but i wont be the one crying when i graduate with a degree...im not a bookworm,i dont have a dull and boring life...my social life is great...i have frenz to train athletics with,to perform with,to study with,to hang out with...for now,ive done my part so it is up2u to accept it...

All American Kid

Popular but not plastic. Athletic but not a jock. Smart but not a brain.

You were well rounded and well liked in high school.
Who Were You In High School?


Your Eyes Should Be Hazel

Your eyes reflect: Intellect and sensuality

What's hidden behind your eyes: Subtle manipulation
What Color Should Your Eyes Be?


You Should Be a Painter

You have the vision, patience, and skill to bring your unique visions to canvas.
And you're even tempered enough not to cut your ear off in the process!
What Sort of Artist Should You Be?


You Are 50% Boyish and 50% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.
Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.
You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.
You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.
How Boyish or Girlish Are You?


You Are Cyclops

Dedicated and responsible, you will always remain loyal to your cause.
You are a commanding leader - after all, you can kill someone just by looking at them.

Power: force beams from your eyes
Which of the X-Men Are You?


You Are Elektra

There's really no superhero with more style than you.
Because who could beat being sexy assasin ninja?
What Superhero Are You?

Min min stayed over my place for 2nights...went around the city with her and as usual,doing our gal thing...did a fair bit of shopping...i was really glad i had someone to talk to and spend time with when i was feeling a bit down...thanks gurl,reali appreciate it...

Yest went to melb museum with dilshad,marco and harrison...it was ok,not2bad...watched honey yest...lolz i know im way behind time but gosh,now i want2watch you got served and take the lead...gave me ideas bout music night...have2discuss dis with sandy and whoever is interested...it'll be fun...

Borrowed some books from rowden white library,dey have some good books2read...im kinda glad i have time2catch up with books and ive got2start printing out lecture notes...been getting constant nagging to start studying...geez,well pressure's on...as if i havent done anything productive d whole yr...the truth is ive been working my ass out for this entire semester...but the 2nd sem will be a hell lot worse than the 1st...

Monday, July 10, 2006
I woke up at 3am in the morning,met the others at the foyer at 3.30am to watch world cup at lygon street...there was a huge LCD projector in front of milan so it was pretty interesting...the first half could hardly see anything coz the trees were blocking and we were kind of behind...was trying2contact marco...he was reali close2the screen...since lygon street is like an "italian based" location...most of the supporters were italian...sook san,farah,marco's french frenz and I were supporting france...we were like yeah!france!zidane!henry etc!ppl wil giv us a funny look so aft a few seconds of cheering,we'll juz shut up and hope no one has heard us...scared someone will throw sth at us lolz...the match was absolutely marvellous/amazing/superb!!!could see the players were reali pressured...and it was like damn potong to see zidane get a red card and sent off at the 2nd half,wth!!!he shudve controlled his emotions no matter what the other player said,its his last world cup match!damn frustrating...didnt like the match to end with penalty shootouts!!dats juz ridiculous!its not dat fair neither...but italy won...whole morning,cars are honking and cars have flags hanging out from their windows...ppl were even throwing flares aft the match...dat was scary...luckily,there were police and security guards patrolling the place...overall,it was a great experience...haha

Thursday, July 06, 2006
After watching the world cup, IHers juz wan2put it into action lolz...been practisin soccer at the court near scheps...the guys have been teachin me how2dribble and pass...was pretty bad the 1st time we played...its 3 vs 3...did not score a single goal out of countless shots hahaha...havent played for ages so i pretty suck...2day i scored my first goal!lolz...erm,i know its lame but as the only gurl,all the guys were cheering lolz..dats how bad i was the previous time hehe..but im improving...joe said i need to practise my dribbling and passing skills...i tackled dilshad,dat was a huge achievement coz hes damn good in soccer...lolz...pretty proud ive learnt sumthin new2day...=)

Yesterday was out almost the whole day...woke up at 9am to take the lilydale/belgrave train to blackburn2meet stewy,ani and jin...went2some shopping complex coz the guys wanted2shop lolz...den went2chadstone to meet the other biomed students,kathy and kian...met min chiee der too...chaddy is juz dis massive shopping complex which is probably twice was big as midvalley...was looking around and bought a few things...so proud of myself i didnt overspend lolz...almost every shop in that shopping complex is on sale...wish i could bring my mum,she would juz love the place...MNG,portmans,jay jay's,roxy,x&y,kookai(way better than in KL esp on bridge rd),garfunkle(amazing dresses),cue,tightrope,supre,cotton on,just jeans,jeans west,gasp,edge,mossimo,witchery,ojay,FCUK,etc...major shops like myers,david jones,coles,target,hoyts,kmart,toys r us...lolz...i got lost arnd the place...its the best shopping complex ive ever been2 so far...it has everything and anything...and der was this shop dat sells doll stands2hang ur jewellery...its so cute...and dis shop dat sells any playboy bunny thing i can think of...the cup,the towel,notebooks,playboy lava lamps!!!etc...biomed frenz left me with min chiee2shop...dey drove 2sum place to buy groceries!!!swt...ive2go2this place called ice...i didnt get2see much since it was closing but it is a must-go!!no work2day and no work2moro neither...so im gonna be pretty bored...

Tuesday, July 04, 2006



I've been so bored lately so i killed most of my time by watching desperate housewives season 2...hehe got hooked 2dat series...probably wil watch house or grey's anatomy aft dat lolz...been working and slacking most of the time...shud actuali get back 2my reading habit...havent read narnia...duno when i'll be going2d library tho...swt...i took some pics of my injury lolz...and paintball

Sunday, July 02, 2006
Gosh,i woke up at 5am to watch the brazil-france match...got such a shock when thierry henry scored coz none of the brazilians were marking him...wth??omg,i juz couldnt believe it...the french were playing well with zidane taking the lead...his dribbling and passing is juz wow!!!i cant believe the brazilians are out!!!!not even qualified for semifinals!!!wth???so disappointing...tot argentina,england and brazil wil make it to the finals...now its germany,portugal and france...and italy(dats quite expected)...ive been too frustrated to sleep now...missin church 2moro coz i NEED SOME SLEEP lolz...was2anxious2sleep juz now coz of the match,now i cant sleep coz of brazil's loss...swt...even the brazil coach was in tears...haih...wish dey were in the semifinals tho...neway,dey've done their best...ive no say in dat lolz...brazil,y y y?how could u?*sob sob*

Saturday, July 01, 2006
You Belong in Paris

You enjoy all that life has to offer, and you can appreciate the fine tastes and sites of Paris.
You're the perfect person to wander the streets of Paris aimlessly, enjoying architecture and a crepe.
What European City Do You Belong In?


The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.

You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.
What Are The Keys To Your Heart?


You Should Spend Your Summer at the Beach

You're a free spirit who is always thinking of new ways to have fun.
And you don't just love summer... you live for it.
So, you really should blow off your responsibilities and head to the beach!
Where Should You Spend Your Summer?


You Are 60% Open Minded

You are a very open minded person, but you're also well grounded.
Tolerant and flexible, you appreciate most lifestyles and viewpoints.
But you also know where you stand firm, and you can draw that line.
You're open to considering every possibility - but in the end, you stand true to yourself.
How Open Minded Are You?


You are a Believer

You believe in God and your chosen religion.
Whether you're Christian, Muslim, Jewish, or Hindu..
Your convictions are strong and unwavering.
You think your religion is the one true way, for everyone.
What's Your Religious Philosophy?


You Have A Type A- Personality

You are one of the most balanced people around
Motivated and focused, you are good at getting what you want
You rule at success, but success doesn't rule you.

When it's playtime, you really know how to kick back
Whether it's hanging out with friends or doing something you love!
You live life to the fullest - encorporating the best of both worlds
Do You Have a Type A Personality?





Your Ideal Relationship is Marriage



You've dated enough to know what you want.

And that's marriage - with the right person.

You're serious about settling down some time soon.

Even if you haven't met the person you want to get hitched to!

What's Your Ideal Relationship?


You Are A Sometimes Ex

You're sometimes an ex, and sometimes you two are back together
And while your ex may seem like old news right now...
You've got to wonder why you keep getting sucked back in
What Type of Ex Are You?