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Life is as good as it gets.As we grow older,our priorities change and so does everything else around us.Favourite quote is "I don't want to die before I graduate".Lame as it sounds,i think i'm ageing. I love beaches and sunsets,can be sentimental at times but dominant and a feminist otherwise.I love Sri Inai and the people who made it happen,sigh awesome memories...My favourite drink so far is cranberry vodka and shark bowl. I love meeting people from all over the world just to see the different culture and lifestyle.

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Friday, December 21, 2007


I can't remember when was the last time I had nice warm bath in the bathtub.....lavender and bubblesssss....so refreshing and relaxing!!!man i wish i could do this any day,every day!!

neway,going to egypt 2moro!!have to wake up at 4am in the morning~!!!leaving the house at 5am!!!lol...craziness...flight is at 7.30am and it takes us 4 hours to get to cairo!!im so excited!!!weeeeeee....cant wait!!!

lol..i got more pics from the national day of the republic of kazakhstan...wil update as soon as i get back from egypt...that wil around new year's eve!!!

Wednesday, December 19, 2007
Yippeeeeeeeeeeee

Xmas is coming soon and we're going to celebrate xmas in egypto!!!magnifique~!!i cant wait!!!so excited weeeeeeeeeee.....been xmas shopping for daddy and we made him open his xmas prezies today!!!he was happy!!hehe its so nice to see that smile on daddy's face...we bought him like cotton white shirts(for nightwear),undies(zzz u didnt need to know that),a nice linen shirt(for casualwear)and a polo parfum eau de toilette!!!weeeeeee daddy love it!!kekeke...

2moro we go hang out with su mei,my new 18 year old friend...seems amazing isnt it...maybe coz i havent met anyone around my age group to hang out with "yet"...yes,YET...young little kiddies hanging around in lishan's school reminds me of my crazy times back in high school with alvin,lava,chanduru,and da gang...man,miss them arghhhhh...

i miss my inaians.....may,mich,sha,min min,hsiao hsien...man,seems forever before i go back to KL...im making sure that im going back next june!!!I AM GOING TO MAKE SURE I WILL GO BACK!!hehe...but where am i going to stay?lol...

weather here is getting colder...it should be but i think theres quite a sudden climate change...its weird...duno what to make of it but yeah...

still getting used to people here and the stares people give you...not funny...like those murderous looks as if they're going to eat you alive if you don't follow their culture...hmm...dee daa daa dee daa daa...*skips around*

there have been a decrease in the hotness of qatar's population.eventhough there is 70% more men than women,there should be at least hot ones to look at right.bosan wei.i mean now i can say that KL has better taste in men than here.i would even appreciate looking at ah bengs or transvestites seriously.at least i know im at the right place.eyh,im straight lol.

yesterday we went to watch the hitman.damn it was good..i think it was not bad considering ive never heard of the main actor before and he was good.he looked quite ok la...but i wished wentworth miller played that role.but neway,the censorship board here!!!arghhhhhhh potong the steamy scenes...didnt even get to kissing already potong the scene wth!!damn potong rite!!i was like arghhhhh....damn zzzzzz...i need to get the ciplak dvd for the original version...lol..

neway im goin to go watch some tv...toodles...

Saturday, December 15, 2007






National Day of the Republic of Kazakhstan

Thursday night - Went to Ritz Carlton Hotel to celebrate the national day of kazakhstan.we were invited by lishan's fren whose the ambassador's daughter.had lots of good food and nice ppl.It was good.haha.

Friday night - family was invited to dr. sivam's house and we met with a few ppl around our age group.it was nice to see that ppl around my age group do exist!thank God!

Wednesday, December 12, 2007
stalkers


Today has been pretty freaky.People stare at you funnily just by the way you dress as though they have never seen the way people dress before.It's weird how we have to adapt with such behaviours.Men act so desperate as if they've never seen women before(i can't blame them since the population is only 800k and there is 70% more men than women)...sadly,women are mostly wrapped up and unable to reveal any part of their body except their eyes.It seems that it has become a norm to be seen in "abayas".So to us,where everythin is different and we do not attempt to practise their culture,people always think we're philipinos(putting us in second class as workers)but we always convince them that we're malaysians and we don't work in their country.I guess this needs getting used to.

Let me explain a few very interesting situations.

1. Strangers you meet for the first time will invite you to their house for tea/meals/etc just out of courtesy or decency.
2. Men honked when they see women on streets (just coz they dont see women that often)but i think it's pretty rude
3. Men randomly give you their numbers hoping you will call them back
For example: Someone working at the departmental store was showing me a few dresses,asked for our number just so he can tell us about the sale but instead want more malaysian contacts so we can be his tour guide in malaysia if that makes any sense(weirdo)
4. Men offer to give you a ride in their car(making a U-turn and stopping in front of you) just so they can get to know you better or would like to try at least.
5. Women stare at other women who aren't dressed more "decently"
6. Drivers here are insane,they cut lanes without putting signal and not only do they drive massive cars,they intimidate others and its scarier than in malaysia.

Maybe these are just the very few events that has been happening here but lol,so far havent got into any trouble which is good...i dun think ppl here are as bad and indecent to do anything to us...further updates later:)

Monday, December 10, 2007
You,
Do you remember me
Like I remember you?
Do you spend you life
Going back in your mind
To that time?

‘Cause I,
I walk the streets alone
I hate being on my own,
And everyone can see that
I really fell
And I’m going through hell
Thinking ‘bout you with somebody else

Somebody wants you
Somebody needs you
Somebody dreams about you
Every single night
Somebody can’t breathe
Without you, it’s lonely
Somebody hopes that one day you will see
That somebody’s me
That somebody’s me
Yeah

How,
How did we go wrong?
It was so good
And now it’s gone,
And I pray at night
That our paths soon will cross,
That what we had isn’t lost
‘Cause you’re always right here
In my thoughts

Somebody wants you
Somebody needs you
Somebody dreams about you
Every single night
Somebody can’t breathe
Without you, it’s lonely
Somebody hopes that someday you will see
That somebody’s me
Oh, yeah

You will always be in my life,
Even if I’m not in your life,
‘Cause you’re in my memory

You,
When you remember me,
And before you set me free,
Oh, listen please.

Somebody wants you
Somebody needs you
Somebody dreams about you
Every single night
Somebody can’t breathe
Without you, it’s lonely
Somebody hopes that someday you will see
That somebody’s me
(ha ha ha ha)
That somebody’s me
(ha ha ha ha)
That somebody’s me
(ha ha ha ha)
That somebody’s me
(ha ha ha ha)
Oh, yeah.

miss my friends..i dedicate this song so the friends who have been there through every step of the way...may,min,sha,mich who have been there thru my primary skewl life...thank you,i miss u guys so much...my high skewl frenz,alvin,lava,chanduru,sasi,eddie,ikhsan,becky,steph...my taylors friends...thank you...im homesick and i miss u guys...lol...

Ryan Cabrera - I WILL REMEMBER YOU

eight years later
Time goes by fast
Got my memories
And they will last
I try to keep it simple cause I hate goodbyes
I try to keep it simple by telling myself that

I, I will remember you
And all of the things that we've gone through
There is so much I could say
But words get in the way so
We're not together
I will remember you
I will remember you

We're a picture in my mind
And when I wanna find you
I just close my eyes
You'll never be that far from me
So don't say goodbye cause
You'll never be that far from me
I'm telling myself that

I, I will remember you
And all of the things that we've gone through
There is so much I could say
But words get in the way so
We're not together
I will remember you

You were there when I needed a friend
Thank you, thank you
I never told you how much that meant
God thank you, thank you
I will remember you

And all of the things that we've gone through
There is so much I could say
But words get in the way so
I, I will remember you
And all of the things that we've gone through
There is so much I could say
But words get in the way so
We're not together
I will remember
We're not together
I will remember you
I will remember you

Wednesday, December 05, 2007
Doha...what can i say about doha?

I was abit worried when i first came out from the airport.There were so many indians and hardly any arabs...it was pretty freaky and they were all staring at me as if i was some alien.but weather was pretty ok,thank God not freaking 50 degrees celcius!!!so far its ok la...tolerable...no alcohol,no pork...everywhere sand...but its pretty modern la if u compare to other countries...zzzz...havent really explored much yet...just decided to sign up for dance classes...latin,groove and belly dancing...so im occupying myself with things to do...probably do silk painting as well...its quite boring here especially when im friendless and have to mix with mum's friends...she drags me to her women lunches and im stuck there...duno what to say...they're all like u know middle aged to late 50's...what is a poor young girl like me supposed to do?i'd probably get back to my reading habit,borrow some books...indulge in some important things to do...haha...still suffering from jetlag coz of the time difference...getting better but feel so tired in the afternoons...and cant really sleep at night...so yeah...well then,my sis is having her piano performance tonight so hav to go and get ready...ta!further updates later...



P.S. THANK YOU MIN MIN,CHRIS,JONATHAN AND IAN FOR ACCOMPANYING ME IN THE AIRPORT!!!I WAS JUST IN TIME FOR MY FLIGHT!!!COULD HAVE MISSED IT MAN!OMG...THANK GOD!AND I GOT MY BAGGAGE PHEW...MISS U ALL!!!SEE U ON 18 FEB HAHA HUGSSSSS