Wednesday, February 13, 2008
Exchange to USI've got an email from the exchange advisor and I didn't get to go into any of the University of California campuses coz the requirement is probably like 80 and above.So the lady told me to change my first and second preferences and I've decided on Uni of Michigan and Uni of Pennsylvania.Now I'm not sure if I'll get any of those two though.I'm still trying and I won't give up until my spirits are broken.At least I'm trying really hard.I feel so hopeless now because I've been given so many encouragements and hopes and support by so many people.It's just I've been wanting this for so long since my first year of uni.I've always wondered what it's like to study in the US.I should have done that a long time ago but I'm not regretting anything now.I just feel that perhaps i should have done better but how can you when this course alone is already difficult?but maybe i shud have gotten better grades.I do hope that i will still be able to make it to either one of those two new unis i've chosen.I just seek guidance from Him to show me the way.If it's not His will,I think I will leave it up to Him.There's a reason to everything that happens and I will just wait for the opportunity to come as well as seek it.
I won't give up now eventhough I'm sad and devastated.I'll keep on trying until there's nothing more to hope for.There is always a next time someday.But I won't stop trying.