Tuesday, August 07, 2007
sigh...been insanely busy with IH activities as well as uni work,table tennis tournaments and life by itself...table tennis semi finals will start tomorrow.gosh,we're playing trinity colllege.the one with the irritating jesters that you wouldnt mind having a shooting spree!got practice soon and yes,work...uni work...assignments,e learning,the usual...
and yes life on its own...sigh where do i start?truth is so many things have been happening its pretty hard to keep track of whats going on around me...firstly,i would say...i miss this friend who used to be my friend but isn't anymore or i just don't know what's going on...rejection...big word...friendship...can u relate them?its like this...u have this wonderful friendship with this amazing person and that person expects more than a friendship from you but something is holding you back and you can't get through with it...so there comes rejection(not because you want to but you just can't for many reasons)...then,this person stays away from you,forgets all the good memoris both of you had...throws away your friendship and treats you like an alien who has no feelings,no memories,no thoughts whatsoever...after all the things u have done for that friend such as lending your home,being the tourist guide and having a blast,a good time...all gone,forgotten just because the person wanted more than just a friendship...just because both have different needs...just because the person doesn't understand you better...how good is that?the truth is it doesn't matter...there are many more friendships that will blossom...many more opportunities out there...so i guess all we can do is just deal with it and move on with life...