Designer: Manikka
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do you believe in fate?

i think things happen for a reason so we are taught a lesson.Sometimes we don't realise we've made mistakes till we find out by ourselves.

its true how ppl say that there's a reason for things that happen and it's all in God's will.what i don't understand is how do we know if it is or isn't?

i think it's actually how you would make a difference in someone's life and you yourself will learn something from it.

at least i know what i'm supposed to do.

you can't believe everything you hear.there are some things that can't be trusted.actually,men can't be trusted.why?coz they do everythin sweet and try to woo you and the next moment,once they've got u,they treat u like nothing and stop appreciating.thats why i tell my mother im not getting married.i'd rather keep dogs.

no offense...

i mean not all ppl are like that...but im just looking it at another person's view.u know what im talking bout.bad experiences.wouldn't want to think bout it actually.

this is gonna be a crazy week.yes,crazyyyyyy week!lol...my ass hurts from sitting too much...

monday - ibs test (39 lectures ,blardy hell!)
tues- eng B assignment
wed - eng B test
thurs - ibs lab report
friday - BSM test(im so ****-ed)

ok well...stress is building up but chocolate is the cure to everythin...fitness first is a pain in the arse...why?coz they said i cant quit!wtf?i hav to cancel my membership,i havent been doing anythin in the gym and they're goin2charge me for not going to the gym??what kind of gym is that?full of zzzzzzzz...

time to nap...sleeeepppppyyyyyy

omg,i forgot to update...sri inaians in melb...went down to clayton to meet swee hoe, wei yen and the gang...managed to catch up with michelle also...weng kin couldnt make it...so anyway...here are some pics...haha...and trust me,this was agesssss agoooooo.......wahahaha..

camwhoring....my apartment darlings!!mwahhhhhh

Tuesday - Eng B assignment

Wednesday - BSM assignment (arghhhhhh,wrong wrong,all wrong!!)

Thursday - online submission(e learning), pre prac, lab report!!!

insane week!!and with all the other shit that came together with it was a bomb!!cant believe 2 things can happen twice with 2 different ppl and yet i can do nothing bout it.feel shit.but i have no regrets.its not my time.

other than that, prac today was pretty disgusting.fluid balance.we were all assigned to different groups and i was the water load.so all of us have to pee every half an hour till the 100th minute.and I was in charge of measuring my group members' PEE!believe it or not,it was reali gross at first but kinda got used to it after a while.its funny how we can see what alcohol does to your body.the 6th subject had to drink 1ml of alcohol per kg of body weight.he had the most pee.lol.anyway,its been interesting so far.

have to start studying for mid sem tests.havent done anythin so far.sigh.ive kinda switched off my studying brain for the past one month.dont know why.i need some sleep...havent been able to sleep the past week.too much going on...just add to my confusion.

cant wait for the september break.

whats lined up for me for the next few weeks:

- IH musical
- empress dowager and I chinese theatre
- photography gallery at state library
- skiing(if possible)
- phantom of the opera
- church camp at philip island with all the cute penguins
- linkin park concert


finally,i'm doing some thing interesting.some thing i like.i found a place near sidney myer asia centre which has the most beautiful scenery.its a place where i should draw and pin it up.undescribable.just beautiful.very relaxing too.near the fountain.haha.time to zzzzzzzz

it's been yet another crazy week filled with work and assignments.the usual.and i've been thinking bout last friday still lol...im missin home...i have so much to say but i think i'll keep th thoughts to myself...mum and lishan leaving for doha this thurs for good and i cant believe how fast time flies...and im a quarter thru uni already...sigh...im happy at the moment with good company around me and everythin is good...well then...i should get back to work...

Where did you go? by Ashley Parker Angel(its a good song =p)

There's an empty room full of memories,
And everywhere I look, it's where we used to be.
It's like a photograph,
A moment froze in time,
I'm staring at your face, even when I close my eyes.

Oh oh, where'd you go?
I thought you'd never leave,
Oh oh, should have known,
How much you mean to me.
Oh oh, where you are is where I wanna be,
So, it's a shame that you'll never really know.

I wish I could go back,
And be with you again.
'Cos there's so many things I should have said,
When I had you listening.
As close as we were then, as far as we are now,
As much as this won't change a thing,
You've got me calling out...

Oh oh, where'd you go?
I thought you'd never leave,
Oh oh, should have known,
How much you mean to me.
Oh oh, where you are is where I wanna be,
So, it's a shame that you'll never really know.

Now was it ever meant to last?
The candles burned from yesterday,
The past is over, gone ahead
And watch the glow just fade away.
I can't run to catch my breath,
I can't hide to see what's left,
The plans, the hopes, the dreams, the tears,
All disappeared...

Oh oh, where'd you go?
I thought you'd never leave,
Oh oh, should have known,
How much you mean to me.
Oh oh, where you are is where I wanna be,
So, it's a shame that you'll never really know.
Oh oh, where'd you go?
I thought you'd never leave,
Oh oh, should have known,
How much you mean to me.
Oh oh, where you are is where I wanna be,
So, it's a shame that you'll never really know.

So, it's a shame that you'll never really know...
It's a shame that I never really showed.

table tennis finals!!!

we won!!!need we say more???kicked ass against medley hall!!!we celebrated with alcohol...was all good!!!everythin went perfectly fine and the next day,ive been procrastinating...will hav to do work and study!!!


last night was much needed...


missing home still....

when are we moving to doha??


soon soon soon...2moro??


hmm.....im still wondering...

i want to be home...


and i want to be with dad...



why am i so far away???



ive been listening to ashley parker angel's songs...soothing...


don't rush into love because you may end up getting hurt...


give to those who deserve it the most...


it's rewarding when you make a difference in a person's life...


not now,not when you're not ready...not when you haven't learn how to give....



not when you haven't gotten over the past


commitment and trust is important...


it's too soon...it's not the time...it's not my time...


la la la la la la la la


along the way, it's where im supposed to be
along the way, is there a space in between?
have you found your destiny?
time is all you need...
along the way...


i wish i was there to heal your pain
i wish i was there to be your support
and be there to make you smile
to hear your laughter
it won't be too long...
i'll be there soon...
all you need is to trust and believe in me
coz i will always be daddy's little girl


in God's love,im happy
to embrace the truth
to be filled in his presence
to share his love with others
to know that im cared for
to feel that i will be safe...

firstly,i did not say ive moved on...and isnt that what you're doing to me now?just grow up seriously...and i did not say i didnt appreciate what u have done for me....did i say any of that?u misinterpreted everythin ive said...and turning it against urself...thats why u'll never understand anything...and all i said is i wanted your friendship...is that too much to ask for?if we're going to keep on ignoring each other and stop talking,i suggest and ive said it before there's no point of a frenship...i dont need all this alienation...whatever it is,it doesnt matter to u...our frenship means nothing to u...and so,what else can i do?ive apologized to u a hundred times...know what?forget it...just forget bout this frenship and forget bout everythin that we went thru together...i dont need you as a friend if this is how its going to be...take care and good luck with your life...thanks for the times we spent and all that u've done for me...

sigh...been insanely busy with IH activities as well as uni work,table tennis tournaments and life by itself...

table tennis semi finals will start tomorrow.gosh,we're playing trinity colllege.the one with the irritating jesters that you wouldnt mind having a shooting spree!got practice soon and yes,work...uni work...assignments,e learning,the usual...

and yes life on its own...sigh where do i start?truth is so many things have been happening its pretty hard to keep track of whats going on around me...firstly,i would say...i miss this friend who used to be my friend but isn't anymore or i just don't know what's going on...rejection...big word...friendship...can u relate them?its like this...u have this wonderful friendship with this amazing person and that person expects more than a friendship from you but something is holding you back and you can't get through with it...so there comes rejection(not because you want to but you just can't for many reasons)...then,this person stays away from you,forgets all the good memoris both of you had...throws away your friendship and treats you like an alien who has no feelings,no memories,no thoughts whatsoever...after all the things u have done for that friend such as lending your home,being the tourist guide and having a blast,a good time...all gone,forgotten just because the person wanted more than just a friendship...just because both have different needs...just because the person doesn't understand you better...how good is that?the truth is it doesn't matter...there are many more friendships that will blossom...many more opportunities out there...so i guess all we can do is just deal with it and move on with life...