Thursday, May 31, 2007
exams are in a week...stress is a good thing and is sumtimes necessary to keep me going...gives me that motivation to study harder...i need to go on exchange and i want to do it!now its just up to me...it depends on me...my parents believe in me and they are the only ones who know i can do it...yet im struggling to do what i have to...deal with every thing and just get through this...my weakest point is stil the understanding i lack for this subject,IBS...bio bio bio...i have to learn to like it and enjoy it...i want to learn....anyway,im ranting bout weird things...just feeling under the weather...im worried for dad...hes in doha...hes not feeling well....mum and lishan going to join him soon...im feeling worried and troubled...i wish i can be there for my family...
