Tuesday, March 27, 2007
i am so sick and tired of being taken advantage by people or being stepped all over as if i have no feelings and whatsoever.i am so sick of people trying to make me do everything for them and not appreciate what i do for them.i am so sick and tired of people who wastes my blardy time helping them do things and sacrificing my studies just to help them.how stupid of me!am i being too nice to people?why am i being treated as if i am a machine and people don't care and don't understand what the hell im going through.no,no one understands.and i have to stand up for myself and learn to say NO.why cant i do that?why cant i just leave it to them so they can deal with it and see how that feels?im so sick of being a nice person when no one appreciates anything i do,instead all they do is backstab me and talk behind my back as if it didnt matter whether i knew what they said or not.they don't know how its like to keep trying to make things right,to get people to train,to get people to do this one favor for me...to turn up for training...to help me lessen my burdens...no,no one cares...why do i have to do all of this for them?no one is grateful or thankful i spend my time for them,to help them...what am i at the end of the day?im just any other person...and no one gives a damn...ive my own work to do...ive my own priorities to live up to...but no one,NO ONE gives a damn...you know who you are...
