Designer: Manikka
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im in the finals for 4x100m and 100m.hehe its a good achievement lol.im so tired and exhausted.shit,ive to study for 2 tests next week,isnt that fun?lol...im goin2sleep...just needed to update...niteeeeeeee

i am so sick and tired of being taken advantage by people or being stepped all over as if i have no feelings and whatsoever.i am so sick of people trying to make me do everything for them and not appreciate what i do for them.i am so sick and tired of people who wastes my blardy time helping them do things and sacrificing my studies just to help them.how stupid of me!am i being too nice to people?why am i being treated as if i am a machine and people don't care and don't understand what the hell im going through.no,no one understands.and i have to stand up for myself and learn to say NO.why cant i do that?why cant i just leave it to them so they can deal with it and see how that feels?im so sick of being a nice person when no one appreciates anything i do,instead all they do is backstab me and talk behind my back as if it didnt matter whether i knew what they said or not.they don't know how its like to keep trying to make things right,to get people to train,to get people to do this one favor for me...to turn up for training...to help me lessen my burdens...no,no one cares...why do i have to do all of this for them?no one is grateful or thankful i spend my time for them,to help them...what am i at the end of the day?im just any other person...and no one gives a damn...ive my own work to do...ive my own priorities to live up to...but no one,NO ONE gives a damn...you know who you are...

I'm in charge of ball deco and seriously i wish i wasnt the one doing it(actually,im doing nothing bout it rite now and dats bad!)but i gues its up to me and my responsibilities...sometimes u do things and waste so much time doing them and at the end of the day u're not appreciated for what u did or what u have done...anyway,i have to hand up 2 assignments this week and study for 2 tests next week which i havent studied yet and the stress is building up.dun forget i have athletics next week!im only excited for that lol.so far,its been a good workout and training for me.i lost weight coz i feel my jeans are gettin looser for me.im not sure if that's a good or bad thing.i have my contact lense assignment due on friday which i havent started on and i have to catch up with everythin!plus my eng A assignment is due this wednesday.at least after that we dont have anything due till after the easter break.i cant wait for that.at least ive more time to catch up with work and study.well well...ball...we'll have to wait and see.
National Night yesterday was pretty good.entertainment was fun,food was good(we had sushi and beef teriyaki..it wasnt too bad)...den the afterparty i just needed to de-stress haha...well then,dats all for today...back to work...

I've been so busy these days,its driving me nuts.And I THOUGHT less hours in uni means less work to do!!!I WAS WRONG!!!ive been like running up and down doing assignments,painting for national night,doing ball deco and training for athletics.Athletics I just cant say NO.I grew up doing it,I CANT SAY NO TO ATHLETICS!I've been running since i was 10 YEARS OLD!anyway,i hav my lab reports to do and hand it in tomorrow and theres GM tonight(wish i could visit my cousin at boxhill and go to sofia with her!!sob sob!)...besides that,i had a fantastic time drinking last night...my apartment mates looked after me wahahah...i didnt drink till i was drunk...i was just tipsy and i needed it!why?coz i need to de-stress from work and thinkin bout my workload is a no no...neway i should be going down to GM now...lavaniya sent me a card!!!im so happyyyyy!finally i hav a letter in my mailbox!wooooooo...weeeeeeee

GM IS BORING!hav to go to GM now... =(

I turned 20 yesterday!Im 20 ALREADY!!!!NOOOOOOO!old old...lol,i had a great time celebratin with my group of friends!!!it was awesome!!!

in the afternoon,i went with michelle,reena,hannah and lakshna to the aquarium!!!it was reallyyyy niceeeeee!i had such a great time!!and they got me flutterby,my fluffy cute little white seal!!!wuv itttt!!!thank you so much guys for making my day a memorable one!!!

at night,we went to sofia for dinner!!!we were split into 3 groups coz there were about 30 people who came!!it was really good!!!the food was FANTASTIC!!!i ate so much!!!!and my frenz,Jo N Kenrick bought me a cake!!!!it was really good!!!i owe them for that!!!i had a fabulous time!!ian and gang were late but they ATE HEAPS OF FOOOOOOD!thank you all for the lovely gifts!!!peishan,aniket and eric,kathy,ian and gang,sherwin and pauline!it was really nice and sweet of you guys!!i love them!!!so so happyyyyyyy!its the best birthday celebration ever!!!

we came back to IH and daniel,maria,adrian,henglin and I had some bailey shots...it was really really good!i didnt get drunk though...haha which is good thing...coz yang was saying when u turn 20,u need to drink 20 shots lolz...but thankfully everyone was nice and i just scull bout 6 shots max.i was a bit tipsy but i could still walk straight haha.neway,i went to bed around 2am and i had sum person callin me duno at what time but i plugged off my phone wire and went to sleep.(NO ONE disturbs my beauty sleep!!!)

i wish my frenz from KL were here to celebrate with me but IM SO HAPPY that they sent me msges and wished me!thank u for remembering and wishing!hehe...well,thats the update for the day and pics will be posted later!thank you guys again!i had an awesome time!!!


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