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I arrived on 22nd feb in the morning.I had 20 boxes from the basement to unpack.Wahhh,so tiring.had so much stuff to do when i got back.been staying in my apartment the whole time.sigh,im missin home now.lolz at first i couldnt wait to come back and start studying,now im missin homecooked food!Arghhhhh!!!On 21st,may,min and sha came to visit me before i left.It was so sweet of them!!!im glad they came!lava called me before i left and shaz came to the airport to see me off...such great frens!love them to bits!neway,im gonna have trouble unpacking.hav to be more organised from now on.my room is in a mess but im glad i have a fan!gosh,i left the heater on last nite and couldnt sleep coz it WAS SO HOT!!!!BOILING HOT!but im stil happy with the fan.well..signing off now...update later:)

Over the past few months,I have met up with some really awesome ppl.Sigh,I stil cant believe im leaving in a week.It seems like it was just yesterday since i came back.Just thinking bout it makes me think bout so many things.Melbourne...my frens here...the truth is melbourne is a great place to live in...but i dont enjoy it compared to home...what am i trying to say?im going to go back to my lonely life in IH...i mean not exactly lonely,just not the same...sigh...especially those frenz whom i havent seen for 8 yrs.gosh...craziness...i guess ppl come and go...its just normal....damn it,ive to stop with the emo-ness...im just gonna miss my frenzzz...

I found out more stuff about other unis which have cutting edge biomed facilities and really good courses.So I have listed the unis i want to go to during my 3rd year

1. UC Berkeley
2. UC Davis
3. Michigan Uni
4. UC Irvine

I havent decided if I should go during 1st sem or 2nd sem coz i really want to do the subject tissue engineering but it's a 2nd sem subject.sigh...maybe i should go during my 1st sem...kinda caught in a net now...well...i gues its not so long before ive to make my decision...wish me luck :)

This was during my farewell party in my house.Sasi was forced to sing this in front of a huge crowd and he did it splendidly and awesomely!!!Gonna miss him heaps....

I went out for sri inai reunion at the sanctuary,the curve!I was so excited...it was awesome to see everyone again after 8 years of not seeing them!arghhh!!!its crazy!!The last thing i remembered when i was in standard 3 was i ran to the back of the classroom,fell to my knees and pray!I duno what i was praying for!I just started praying behind the pigeon holes.Crazy siao wan.It was really funny to think bout those things...especially the teachers.We created havoc for them!But mrs Margaret was a slave driver(trust me she is!) and cik zaidah was such a funny teacher.miss all of them man!esp Puan Noraini,our headmistress.Hahaha.the guys were so "young and innocent" back then.wahahahha...i dun think i will reveal the few embarrassing things we did back then...hehe...i had a fantastic time with my long long lost buddies! Min chiee,may,khairiah,cornie,aishah,siang teng,eric,tien keat and woon huai...gues who is who?hehehe...luv this peeps!

I didnt bring my camera!!!I really regret not bringing it!!!ARGHHHH!!!Toophat was performing and JOEY G WAS THERE!!!!OMG,HES HOT!!I WAS STANDING RIGHT IN FRONT OF HIM!!!@!$@#$%#%#$^%&%&%^*&^&#$@#$# ARGHHHH!*PULLS HAIR AND SCREAMS*

Neway,the music wasnt that nice.I was there with eugene&chris and we were waiting for Irvin and his friend.It wasnt RNB so no dancing and it was just not as good as i expected!I saw queenie there lol and there were a few other taylors ppl too.I saw Shawn who seems ummm....busy...there were so many ppl there...amazingly crowded...

I saw my sri inai frenz!!!Wth??Of all places,we met at the club!!I havent seen them for more than 7 yrs!!!ARGHHHHH!I invited them for the sri inai reunion on sat.But it was so shocking to see them all grown up and different.Haha.But some of them stil abit short and the same le.I think it was awesome to see them der!

Im so excited for sat!arghhhh can hardly sleep!not sure bout the turn out tho...hopefuli alot of them wil come...

I was thinking bout going on exchange to US.At first,I wasn't that serious but now,I'm really serious about going there.My 2 choices will be University Of California,Davis and University of Michigan.My dad has helped me research to a few unis and those two are strong in Biomed Eng compared to Berkeley which is indeed surprising.I guess I've grown to become more passionate about what I'm doing and I realise that I know I can do this.I shouldn't have doubts about interest etc etc.It is for my future career and i know this is what i should be doing.Most probably UC davis...which means ive to maintain my average or above and work super hard for this!This is what i want to do...

Dad is coming home for chinese new year,valentine's day is juz around the corner so is chinese new year...then i'll be off to another start...the start of 2nd yr!

Stil can't believe it.3 months have passed by too quickly.lol,actuali its too long of a holiday.I've been so engrossed in chinese history,it was really good to get back to that reading habit.The Daughter of China by Xu Mei Hong and Larry Engelmann(such a good book and beautiful story),Wild Swans by Jung Chang(amazing!cudnt keep my hands off it) and I stil have 2more books to go...1421(gavin menzies) and the rape of nanking.I've read judith mcnaught's book "every breath you take".It was absolutely brilliant!

The past few months,i've met up with my friends and i realise i'm going to miss all of them dearly.Shaz,Lavaniya,chanduru,sasi,edmund,alvin....S9,kim and min...becky,julius,joe,joel,yvonne and steph...aisha,wanie and nadia...sri inaians(may n mich especially)...time changes,people change,but friendship will never change.That's one thing i've learnt. Sometimes we change in order to adapt to the new environment,to socialise with all sorts of people from different backgrounds and cultures...sometimes we have no choice but to change for the better...but i'll never forget those we helped me along the way...who helped me gain new experiences and lessons to learn...who supported me from the very beginning until now...i know no one can ever replace u guys no matter what...u'll still be my friends...it will be a tough journey but its worth all of it.