Tuesday, January 10, 2006
When u think that u're actually helping ppl,ur life is spirallin out of control...shit la...sux sux sux....hate my life rite nowMum: *screams,shouts,curses*
LY: ive done everythin u asked,did all the chores,help u type ur stuff,what else u want?stil not enough for u
Mum:*continue screaming*
LY:*slams the door and locks room*
Every little good deed i do for any1,i suffer the consequences...when i am trying to do sumthin right,i get scolded,screamed,and cursed...blames me for uni stuff...not my fault they didnt send me any offer letters...everytime i act pleasant in front of ppl and be nice to any1,inside i feel like crap...always faking a smile and hiding all my feelings...everytime i volunteer to help out,im the one who gets all the screaming and shouting...what did i do to deserve this?some part of me juz cant wait to leave this place and never come back...