Monday, January 30, 2006
I've mentioned bout D b4 but im going to elaborate further...well,after all the hard times i've been through to help her,she can dare tell me that i've always forgotten her and was ungrateful...what bullshit is all that la!she dare call me a stupid bastard,a fool and tell me to shut up eventhough i explained to her bout what L and I have done for her and all she did was dump us and only came to us when she needed us...everytime she saw us,she would juz walk away...yeah,keep on walking gurl!you don't need us no more...lolz...i've had enough of your trash talking and you cursing at me eventhough i've helped you alot...too bad...we're not frenz anymore nor were we meant to be frenz in the first place...go back to ur backstabber frenz and forget bout us...when u come back,u won't see us behind ur back anymore...i'll leave this place without feeling any regrets...u'll lose ur frenz and one day u'll understand...
I have nothing disrespectful to say about my hometown but I'm being really truthful.It was such a boring CNY hehe...except collecting angpows le...lolz...ive been dreaming bout the belt in zara for 2 nights now...lolz...i slept quite soundly last nite(tido mati) coz i was so tired but mum and sis said that dad was snoring like a tiger,they couldn't sleep at all hehe...well...the only entertainment there was the TV and sleeping...besides that,kacau-ing my cousies lolz...overall,it was ok ok le...it's so pitiful to watch my grandma still in a stroke...she could hardly do anythin except pinching us coz she has no control over her arm...sad...well,she couldnt remember me and lishan so we just didn't want to disturb her much...the interesting thing yesterday was Ah Yap kor kor's Conference of Aunties...well,he was surrounded by aunties throwing all sorts of questions bout his gf and taking turns to look at her pic on his hp...As usual,he juz blushed and didn't say much...but he promised that next time he'll intro her to us lolz...hopefully the aunties wont bomb the place if they disapprove or sumthin...hehe...my cousy,Dixxon is so so adowable...when hes grown up,he'll sure have alot of gfs hehe...mixture of thai and chinese...but hes such a noty noty boy...lolz...can talk dirty summore wei...four year old talking bout stuff like dat...haih...kids nowadays...lolz...
Saturday, January 28, 2006
This morning,i received a stream of msges from good pals...thanx ppl! well,cheered my day abit...hehe...well...went to KLCC with my family and auntie mei foong...auntie had to do last minute shopping for CNY since she left most of her CNY clothes in bangladesh...had lunch in the food court coz madam kwan's and little penang was closed...sob sob...after a few hours shopping,we went to coffee bean for a cup of latte and i met up with dad's ex-colleague...was introduced to his son whose studyin in perth...lolz...the workers there thought i was malay...lolz...ive no comment...swt...didnt do dat much except kacau-ing min chiee thru sms...hehe...dun marah ar dear...lolz...i had such a nice dinner in tai thong restaurant in selangor dredging...hehe...at least the yee sang der wasnt as bad as the one in mandarin oriental...lolz...
Friday, January 27, 2006
Went to KLCC with my family today.Bumped into min min,amirul,tharish,asil,shaz and a few wangsa maju-ians...well,shaz wasnt alone...was with annur...i was surprised after everythin he told me...but how bout the sweet msges,d "nice" treatment...were they juz acts?a mask to cover up everythin?...i duno how to feel or react...its so obvious that im not over him...coz i called min min up and juz poured out everythin...cried for a few minutes...had a heart2heart talk...tears were juz flowing freely showing the pain,sadness and sorrow...didnt want to make a scene...juz felt so sad...coz for me,being 3 yrs together with sum1 and to forget everythin and act as if nth hapened was juz painful...and for that pain to heal,i juz duno how long it will take...guess it was my mistake...being such a fool...always a love fool...i find it hard2trust not only myself but others...and i'll end up hurting them the way i hurt myself...i juz dun wan that to repeat again and again till im immune to the pain ive suffered...do i really deserve it then?now?next time?sori ppl this is one of my emo-ed moments...
You look at me,
Like you always do.
You don’t have a clue.
You smile at me,
You hug me,
But you don’t know I want you.
You play with me,
You flirt with me,
You tell me all your secrets.
I’m always the one you run to,
but to you I’m just your friend.
Don’t say I love you,
Don’t say you need me,
Don’t say I trust you,
My heart cant take it.
Don’t say you want me,
Don’t say you miss me,
Don’t hurt me.
Don’t say you love me.
Ooooh ooooh no… no.. nooo.
I try my best to rid these thoughts,
Of you and it’s so hard.
When come to me,
I fall back on my knees.
I learned to hate love.
You kiss me on the cheek,
You say you’d never make it without me.
It’s getting harder everyday.
Please don’t say to me,
Don’t say I love you,
Don’t say you need me,
Don’t say I trust you,
My heart can’t take it.
Don’t say you want me,
Don’t say you miss me,
Don’t hurt me.
Don’t say you love me.
Like you always do.
You don’t have a clue.
You smile at me,
You hug me,
But you don’t know I want you.
You play with me,
You flirt with me,
You tell me all your secrets.
I’m always the one you run to,
but to you I’m just your friend.
Don’t say I love you,
Don’t say you need me,
Don’t say I trust you,
My heart cant take it.
Don’t say you want me,
Don’t say you miss me,
Don’t hurt me.
Don’t say you love me.
Ooooh ooooh no… no.. nooo.
I try my best to rid these thoughts,
Of you and it’s so hard.
When come to me,
I fall back on my knees.
I learned to hate love.
You kiss me on the cheek,
You say you’d never make it without me.
It’s getting harder everyday.
Please don’t say to me,
Don’t say I love you,
Don’t say you need me,
Don’t say I trust you,
My heart can’t take it.
Don’t say you want me,
Don’t say you miss me,
Don’t hurt me.
Don’t say you love me.
| Your Summer Ride is a Beetle Convertible |
 Fun, funky, and a little bit euro. You love your summers to be full of style and sun! |
| Your French Name is: |
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| Your Ideal Relationship is Serious Dating |
 You're not ready to go walking down the aisle. But you may be ready in a couple of years. You prefer to date one on one, with a commitment. And while chemistry is important, so is compatibility. |
| Your Personality Is |
You are a passionate, caring, and unique person. You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals. You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily. Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings. You seek out other empathetic people to befriend. Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships. In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily. At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career. With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone. As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style. On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours. |
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 You're sleek and smooth, and you need a car to match your hot persona. Besides, sometimes you want your top up - and sometimes you want it down. |
Ten Top Trivia Tips about Li-yen!
1.Two grams of Li-yen provide enough energy to power a television for over twenty-three hours.
2.The most dangerous form of Li-yen is the bicycle.
3.To check whether Li-yen is safe to eat, drop her in a bowl of water; rotten Li-yen will sink, and fresh Li-yen will float.
4.More than one million stray dogs and half a million stray cats live in Li-yen!
5.Li-yen is the world's smallest mammal!
6.The blood of mammals is red, the blood of insects is yellow, and the blood of Li-yen is blue.
7.Li-yen can taste with her feet.
8.It's bad luck to whistle near Li-yen!
9.By tradition, a girl standing under Li-yen cannot refuse to be kissed by anyone who claims the privilege.
10.Li-yen can clean her ears with her tongue, which is over thirty-nine inches long!
no.10 is crazy lolz...no.4 is true when it comes to concerts...
Ten Top Trivia Tips about Butterfly!
1.Louisa May Alcott, author of 'Little Butterfly', hated butterfly and only wrote the book at her publisher's request.(sob sob)
2.If you lie on your back with your legs stretched it is impossible to sink in butterfly.
3.People used to believe that dressing their male children as butterfly would protect them from evil spirits.
4.The state nickname of Iowa is 'The butterfly state'!
5.The ace of spades in a playing card deck symbolizes butterfly.
6.Butterfly can give birth ten days after being born, and is born pregnant.
7.The original nineteenth-century Coca-Cola formula contained butterfly!
8.Butterfly is the world's smallest mammal.
9.Without its lining of butterfly, your stomach would digest itself.
10.The liquid inside butterfly can be used as a substitute for blood plasma!
i duno bout no.6 ....i think i'll just stick to butterfly hehe
1.Two grams of Li-yen provide enough energy to power a television for over twenty-three hours.
2.The most dangerous form of Li-yen is the bicycle.
3.To check whether Li-yen is safe to eat, drop her in a bowl of water; rotten Li-yen will sink, and fresh Li-yen will float.
4.More than one million stray dogs and half a million stray cats live in Li-yen!
5.Li-yen is the world's smallest mammal!
6.The blood of mammals is red, the blood of insects is yellow, and the blood of Li-yen is blue.
7.Li-yen can taste with her feet.
8.It's bad luck to whistle near Li-yen!
9.By tradition, a girl standing under Li-yen cannot refuse to be kissed by anyone who claims the privilege.
10.Li-yen can clean her ears with her tongue, which is over thirty-nine inches long!
no.10 is crazy lolz...no.4 is true when it comes to concerts...
Ten Top Trivia Tips about Butterfly!
1.Louisa May Alcott, author of 'Little Butterfly', hated butterfly and only wrote the book at her publisher's request.(sob sob)
2.If you lie on your back with your legs stretched it is impossible to sink in butterfly.
3.People used to believe that dressing their male children as butterfly would protect them from evil spirits.
4.The state nickname of Iowa is 'The butterfly state'!
5.The ace of spades in a playing card deck symbolizes butterfly.
6.Butterfly can give birth ten days after being born, and is born pregnant.
7.The original nineteenth-century Coca-Cola formula contained butterfly!
8.Butterfly is the world's smallest mammal.
9.Without its lining of butterfly, your stomach would digest itself.
10.The liquid inside butterfly can be used as a substitute for blood plasma!
i duno bout no.6 ....i think i'll just stick to butterfly hehe
A language instructor was explaining to her class
that French nouns, unlike their English
counterparts, are grammatically designated as
masculine or feminine. Things like 'chalk' or
'pencil,' she described, would have a gender
association although in English these words were
neutral. Puzzled, one student raised his hand and
asked, "What gender is a computer?" The teacher
wasn't certain which it was, and so divided the
class into two groups and asked them to decide if
a computer should be masculine or feminine. One
group was composed of the women in the class, and
the other, of men. Both groups were asked to give
four reasons for their recommendation.
The group of women concluded that computers should
be referred to in the masculine gender because:
1. In order to get their attention, you have to
turn them on.
2. They have a lot of data but are still clueless.
3. They are supposed to help you solve your
problems, but half the time they ARE the problem.
4. As soon as you commit to one, you realize that,
if you had waited a little longer, you might have
had a better model.
The men, on the other hand, decided that computers
should definitely be referred to in the feminine
gender because:
1. No one but their creator understands their
internal logic.
2. The native language they use to communicate
with other computers is incomprehensible to
everyone else.
3. Even your smallest mistakes are stored in
long-term memory for later retrieval.
4. As soon as you make a commitment to one, you
find yourself spending half your paycheck on
accessories for it.
that French nouns, unlike their English
counterparts, are grammatically designated as
masculine or feminine. Things like 'chalk' or
'pencil,' she described, would have a gender
association although in English these words were
neutral. Puzzled, one student raised his hand and
asked, "What gender is a computer?" The teacher
wasn't certain which it was, and so divided the
class into two groups and asked them to decide if
a computer should be masculine or feminine. One
group was composed of the women in the class, and
the other, of men. Both groups were asked to give
four reasons for their recommendation.
The group of women concluded that computers should
be referred to in the masculine gender because:
1. In order to get their attention, you have to
turn them on.
2. They have a lot of data but are still clueless.
3. They are supposed to help you solve your
problems, but half the time they ARE the problem.
4. As soon as you commit to one, you realize that,
if you had waited a little longer, you might have
had a better model.
The men, on the other hand, decided that computers
should definitely be referred to in the feminine
gender because:
1. No one but their creator understands their
internal logic.
2. The native language they use to communicate
with other computers is incomprehensible to
everyone else.
3. Even your smallest mistakes are stored in
long-term memory for later retrieval.
4. As soon as you make a commitment to one, you
find yourself spending half your paycheck on
accessories for it.
Thursday, January 26, 2006
Despite mum's cold shoulder treatment,i still plucked up the courage to go to KLIA to see daddy...it was so good to see his face light up when he spotted us running up to him with those banners..hehe...his face was scarlet red when we were WAVING the banners in front of him...he couldn't stop laughing and kept saying,"dun do dat la...dun embarass ur papa in front of everyone...im not a celebrity la"...hehe it was fun...had dinner at the hakka restaurant(since my dad's hakka,he juz misses the food there!according to him,the food in shenzhen sux...dey serve all sorts of meat)...well,i guess dad really made my day today...
Life is just so so unfair..People who you think are your friends and treat you so nice in the end talk bad behind your back.It's just people start assuming shits about you when they don't even know you well enough to judge you.I just hate backstabbers.Sorry to say,i guess i've been too nice at times until i let people step all over my head.I won't name whoever said all this crap bout me.But please la,if you want to say shits about me,say it to my face.Just please stop hurting me by backstabbing and making judgements behind my back.It sux!
And there's this other person,D.Been backing her up through everything and all she does is give me that cold shoulder.Another blardy backstabber.I even scolded my best friend,L just to make sure she won't get hurt.Well,it was coz she liked my best friend(a guy) but in the end, L coupled with that guy but they broke up to prevent D from getting hurt.D was my best friend and i supported her through everything.But guess what?All that bullshit you sent me are juz freaking lies la...do you think i care about whatever u say now?Whenever u need me,u just want to take advantage of me.I regret for helping you through all ur hard times and all that was just pity.My mum didn't even want us to be friends.Eventhough she scolded me,I still backed u up.How stupid of me!Now,i understand what type of person u are.All you did was abandon me and L so u could join ur new frenz(whom u have complained to us about and hated)...u'll always be a backstabber to me...sorry doesnt change what u did to both of us...
And there's this other person,D.Been backing her up through everything and all she does is give me that cold shoulder.Another blardy backstabber.I even scolded my best friend,L just to make sure she won't get hurt.Well,it was coz she liked my best friend(a guy) but in the end, L coupled with that guy but they broke up to prevent D from getting hurt.D was my best friend and i supported her through everything.But guess what?All that bullshit you sent me are juz freaking lies la...do you think i care about whatever u say now?Whenever u need me,u just want to take advantage of me.I regret for helping you through all ur hard times and all that was just pity.My mum didn't even want us to be friends.Eventhough she scolded me,I still backed u up.How stupid of me!Now,i understand what type of person u are.All you did was abandon me and L so u could join ur new frenz(whom u have complained to us about and hated)...u'll always be a backstabber to me...sorry doesnt change what u did to both of us...
Wednesday, January 25, 2006
Tuesday, 24 Jan 2006:
Was supposed to go to 1U with min and kim but change of plans.Kim nak menyanyi di Redbox so we went to the curve instead.Dia terlalu semangat dan sangat beria-ia menyanyi.We went to makan at Uncle Lim's and jalan jalan for a while b4 going to redbox hehe...After over 3 hours of singing our lungs out,we went shopping!!yeay!!Min min and I wanted to shop for belts!!I found sum reali nice ones in british india but couldn't afford it *sob sob* but i found the one min min likes so i bought it for her after she and kim kim balik...we had so much fun shopping and looking around...we gurls were trying on clothes in the same fittin room and semangat camwhorin lolz...hehe...absolutely fun!we didnt do anythin kinky tho hehe...I bought a top and skirt and A PAIR OF BUTTERFLY EARRINGS...hehe to match with kim and min min...they both got gold butterfly earrings but i bought a silver one...sowee bebehs...jerry joined us and went jalan jalan with us...could see he was BORED to death...haiyer,as usual...well,soon after min min,kim kim and jerry ciao,KJ met up with me and we had dinner.Then,he sent me back...had this cold shoulder treatment from my mum till now...i gues its coz i came back late.
Wednesday,25 Jan 2006:
Had my drivin test today.Passed road drivin and bukit but failed parking so i couldn't do my 3pointer after that.I totali forgotten to adjust the mirror so i couldn't see the back...i only realised when i reversed so i stopped but it was too late.terlanggar the back...well hav to retake sob sob...as long as i get my P license b4 i go to aus le...i was beggin those ppl to help me retake asap coz the lady in charge kept saying the earliest i can retake is on 15th feb...i wont even be here ady...had to reali reason with her about the whole thing...luckily she had mercy on me...hehe...goin2retake on the 8th of feb...phew...im not goin2fail again!!!
I am so excited that my dad is coming home tomorrow for good!!so so glad...Lishan and I are busy making 2 banners for dad...hehe coz we're going to the airport to pick him up...wahh first time my mum is willing to drive all the way to sepang to jemput my daddy...yeay!!im so so excited...we made 2 banners for him...one dat says "welcome back dad!" and another one is "we love you!" hehe...so semangat...as if like going to see sum celebrity lolz...reminds me of sumthin crazy i did with becky and erma b4...rite becky? *wink wink* well,im down with cough n i feel a bit feverish today so im signin off now...hehe
Sunday, January 22, 2006
The pre-departure briefing for melbourne uni was in Nikko Hotel from 1-4pm.The talk was pretty interesting,mostly to do with the accomodation,events,etc.I met this girl,Mei Ying whose in the same residential college as me and doing the same course,Biomedical Engineering.I found out that only 2 of us are going to study that course.The rest are mostly going2do chemical engineering.We had a talk with the seniors who will be studying their 2nd yr in melb uni this yr and were constantly shooting them with questions bout the lifestyle there,food,working visas,the residential colleges,books,assignments,handphones(line/prepaid),driving license,laptops and many more.The seniors were very knowledgable about the uni life der and i was juz so into the extra co-curriculur activities,i was super hyper and excited haha.I met Priya,Sarah,Priscilla,Pammy,Andrew,Yuan She and Danny there.Most of them are pursuing commerce.Basically half of the students there are gonna study commerce lolz...Well,after all the talk and lectures,we were pretty worn out so juz had a cup of tea and a few cakes b4 ciao-ing...2moro hav2go to IDP and settle stuff again...visa and OSHC...hmm...wonder how long this will take...
Saturday, January 21, 2006
i went thru a bunch of mum's and dad's old pics...pretty interesting...haha...i always thought i look like a mini orc when i was young...aint lishan the cutest thing uve ever seen?awwwww juz wana cubit her when she was a little baby...mum and dad had their "bad hair days"...gosh and mum's always complainin bout ppl with afro hair...look at dad's butterfly hair hehe...but i must say dad had quite a nice bod when he was young...and such a nice smile...mum said dad didnt look at all handsome to her when they met for the first time...lolz...so mean...well,grandpa looked so 'guai lou' in one of those pics when he was the cashier countin money with the abacus...since grandpa was french chinese,he spoke quite good english and we could communicate well with each other...unlike the other aunties in Raub,they couldnt speak a word of english...i USED2be fluent in Hakka sob sob...der was one pic of the gang...alex,naomi,li xia and loong jie...hehe...dey were at my b'day party in KDE...i stil remember it was in the karaoke and der were clowns and a few entertainers spicing up the party...lolz...those were the good old dayz...hehe