Sunday, December 11, 2005
juz reached singapore today...went out with my uncle(mum's younger brother) and my aunt(dad's sister)....such a tiring day...goin to sleep soon....stil havin probz with my mum....since dat day i burst out at her for keeping me at home like a prisoner....felt that she was overcontrollin my freedom....juz by asking for a bit of freedom,she screwed me up pretty badly......said i wasnt grateful enough and dun appreciate what she had done for me...said she wished she din hav a daughter like me and wanted to kick me out of the house....she added that i shud get out and never come back..told me that i was a waste of everything and threatened to slap me...haih..i know she din mean what she said but i gues its all gettin to my head....juz wish this holiday will bring me peace and calmness somehow.....guess i wont be able to club at all after this....well....dats al....wont be updatin for a while...