Tuesday, December 27, 2005
i feel like such an ass to keep on loving the same person who shows no sign of any feelings at all whatsoever and continuing to hurt me or make me sad...i should have known better than to keep my feelings bottled up inside and letting them fade bit by bit...How wrong of me to just think that anyone can be replaced ever so easily when all those string of memories comes flooding back into my mind..I must be blind to think that theres a person out there who would actuali appreciate me for who i am and love me for me...when all ive ever done is make the best out of life and expect nothing in return...as they say,let bygones be bygones....ive always thought of that principle but truly,it cant be the basic fundamentals of how life evolves by the blink of an eye...i pray to God everyday to heal that pain ive suffered for so long and i have experienced worse pains than just the pain of losing someone...i will not linger anymore or expect anything...i've learnt my lesson and i'll be stronger....
