Wednesday, December 07, 2005
I do not understand my life within these four walls.I have succumbed to that fear of being closed up in a place with nothing but loneliness and emptiness.Only my father will be able to take me out from this misery.All my mum ever does is nag and bark at us with rudeness and vulgarity.Have i ever done anything to disobey her?Ive done everythin to please her and make her proud but nothing i ever do is enough for her.Well,probably i should just leave things be and forget what happened but i really wish there is a way i can change her ego.Eventhough she's wrong,she'll never give in and keep pressin that she's right.I know she's not perfect but she is a perfectionist sumtimes.Everythin has to be perfect,everyone has to be almost perfect.I should juz sign off before I explode
