Wednesday, December 28, 2005
I've been experiencing major emotional troubles lately mostly to do with love and life.But now i've realised that i need to move on and get my life back.The life i've always wanted.To give and expect nothing in return.Well,others may mourn and take their time to forget their unforgettable memories and i'm one of them but what i won't do is be the pitiful and self-centred person i was.God knows there are better things for me out there than just to sit and wait for someone to walk through that door.People may tell me to get a life and get over with it.I admit it's difficult for me but it doesn't mean i won't try.I'll be a stronger person emotionally and mentally and i will not let anyone step me all over the head or take the best out of me.Truly,my dreams and goals are my priorities now.I know now that i'm already special in God's eyes.Everyone has a belief and i have mine.Only my future husband will have my full trust,loyalty,sincerity,care and love.Now,my life has just begun...a brand new day awaits me...Today,havent been doing much except making appointments for my driving lesson and helping mum with the household chores.I cooked!!!haha...not the first time but mum taught me how to cook!hehe...i can challenge pilot yii min ek haha...challenge u in the kitchen ar vincent hehehehe....cheyyyy...well,i wont be thinkin too much these few dayz....here are my new year resolutions:
1. Get into University of Melbourne doing biomedical engineering
2. Study hard during the 4yrs of uni
3. Meet my friends in Melbourne
4. Get myself a part time job as a waitress or pet shop helper
5. Earn an income which is enough to support food etc
6. Collect enough money to come back to KL to see my friends or go to Abu Dhabi to see my family
7. Graduate with first class honours(after 4 yrs)
8. Go to church in melbourne and build up my spiritual life
9. Socialize and make as many friends as possible
10. Keep in touch with my friends here in KL